heavy

35%: 41 days!

Just a little over a month to go! Emotionally and physically I am ready to go. Financially... not so much. I am afraid to start packing (or even making packing lists) because I don't want to have to un-pack it all again in the event I can't go. Some people are telling me that maybe this is God's way of telling me no? I just have a hard time accepting that He would let it get this far, just to say no. Would He really break my heart that much? My heart just feels so heavy right now.

I am fresh out of ideas for fundraising. Having a garage sale in a couple of weeks and Richard just gave me some more ideas that I am looking into. (thanks richard!)